2010

 2010 was pretty amazing...... at first.

A lot of things Changed for me.

I got married, Got a New Car, Finished getting all of the necessary furniture for my house, Moved into a bigger house, and Switched to a better job.

But, The only thing I will always remember about 2010, is losing someone so very special to me and my whole family. My wound is not healed and nor will it ever be.

I miss my Nan more and more everyday. I ha vent heard her voice is 15 weeks.

I haven't hugged her.

I remember my last hug, always will. She was being wheeled back to give more blood, which they rudely interrupted her Roast Beef and Sweat Potato Dinner to do.

As they were wheeling her out, she said "Be right back", I said "I wont be here when you get back Nan, I gotta get home, and I will come see you when you get outta surgery."

I hugged her soooo tight. (Just in case)

I whispered I love you. And unlike most times when you take those 3 little words for granted, I meant it.

I meant, Thank you Nan. Thank you for you strength, smile, laugh, consideration, love, thoughtfulness, hard work, advice, ear, shoulder, time, favors, hugs, wisdom, stories, etc.

I had no idea I would never see her alive again.

I miss her so much.

I know though, that she has the most beautiful Red and White Glitter Razorback Wings. I know she is watching over me. I can feel her...

And I will always hear her voice when she answered the phone "Well, Hey Khel!!" With such excitement.

Rest In Peace Nana Banana!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!